LemOn teA

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

shit. im feeling v emo again now =.=

i just gt my flight details.

29th Mar 10.10am depart
4th Apr 8.50pm arrive

i noe im gonna cry like hell and flood T3 on the 29th. because after the 29th mar, when boar sends me off, i have to wait 6 months later to see him again =((

his OIAP got delayed yet again. supposed to fly on the 14th mar but now think AT LEAST 1st apr then fly. =.= so in the end is he send me off at the airport. not the other way round. and by the time i come back, he will be at jinan alr. urgh..

how? i noe i appear to be a sucky gf that doesnt support boar n everything. yes my brain tells me that OIAP is gd for him n he is gonna be the 1 suffering more because he will be alone in the new environment. moreover he is going there to work not to play. so its gonna be hard on him as well. bt my heart is feeling so emo abt it =.= most of the times, i try to psycho myself to think in the more mature way and nt be a crybaby over this. i think LNG is approaching, thats y im feeling so sucky right now. with mixed emotions.

off to read my book..

*edited: okie i think i feel better now. after calming down and all.. i noe i will be well taken care of by my gd friends and the thought of this makes me feel a little better. (and i don care how outsiders feel what a airhead im to call my gd friends bytches. we like it.)

~~LemOn teA~~ ^___~ _{1:02 AM}